Goals:
-To not let my jealousy get to me so much. I need to not give a shit about what other people have or don’t have; think or don’t think; need or don’t need.
-Be happy for others, and not let what I don’t have get me down and keep me from working toward earning these same things for myself.
-Focus on myself, by not becoming caught up in jealousy, not getting in my own way of what I need to accomplish, and by taking pride in what I look and sound like.
-Hone in on my own style, and start taking care of my skin.
-Then, be confident in this…
-Stop doubting myself.
-I mean I’m not going to come up with all these crazy diet and exercise rules and goals, because I know I won’t stick to any and it’d just drive me crazy. But I need to care enough about myself to say no to fries every night with dinner and to do a few sit-ups every now and then.
This was the worst list ever, I’m sure it doesn’t even make sense to anyone else but it’s not like anyone but me reads this anyway. But basically, I need to start respecting myself — my time, my efforts, my talents, my body, my thoughts, and the people I love too.
There, now I’m off to get some sleep… because I have a early phone call with a potential business partner (even though I don’t think it will work out, because I’m not a big fan of their work). Happy new year! Let’s try not to get caught up in the expectations and hold ourselves back.
